within

hey guys ... so sorry for not blogging for a while...exams an stuff. well i worte this some time ago it's a poem called- within..well the the poem do the rest of the talking
WITHIN

Those smiles and loving gestures
don't always mean something.
When you feel sheltered in care
doesn't mean its love that's brewing.

Beware of me.
I'm not as wonderful
I'm not really what you see.

The selfless person you're seeing,
the one that's "always around"
I put a lot of work into creating
the 'nicest person' you ever found.

Don't have faith in me.
I'm not as wonderful
I'm not really what you see.

And trusting me with your dark secrets
that's the greatest folly of all.
I'll keep them-oh yes,I'll keep them
until i need you to fall.

trust is misplaced in me.
I'm not as wonderful
I'm not really what you see.

I'm just as low as you are
why assume I'm above malice and greed?
I too will devour the helpless
when my demons demand a feed.

Don't honor me.
I'm not as wonderful
I'm not really what you see.

Never abide by my judgment as law
It might make things terrible
because I'm just me and capable of flaw
or maybe I'd just do it for fun.

Stop loving me.
I'm not as wonderful
I'm not really what you see.

I tell you these things for you seem weak,
incapable of any repair
even then if you don't take heed
you will be alone in your despair.

Trust,honor,faith and love
are just not my cup of tea
I'm not as wonderful
I'm not really what you see.

I conspire. I desire . I'm a liar.